Drained.

Today is a bad day for me.

I got so emotional ever since I stepped into work and that makes me feel so demoralized. Worst thing comes after that - I started being paranoid and keep comparing myself with his exs. My morale dropped and nothing was left.

The seemingly short meeting made me feel so used up, and my work list grew so much longer. I know my appraisal is coming, and I'm definitely trying my best to keep up, however that kind of mental stress made me upside down.

I am lacking of sleep.

4:20pm; baby's text came. I was brighten up immediately. How amazingly...