Tired Of Working.

When you feel like you're dragging yourself to work, something is very wrong.

And this something is bothering me this few days. It seems like I have been rather aimlessly doing my stuff and there is not much motivation to carry me on. The problems keep repeating itself and I can do nothing but to resolve them again and again. Why am I blamed when the things passed down to me is already a rotten one?

I can't help but feel sorry for myself until a point when I just don't feel like moving anymore. Starring at the screen became so often, that I have to rush my work through when datelines draws near.

I am restless this few days.
Work made me so worn out.

I Need A Break.

Sick Monday.

I am still not feel too well, but I went to work as usual.

Upon reaching home, I felt so dried up and didnt wanna move anymore. Mum cooked noodles for me, and after having my early dinner, I head off to bed. Niki and Wintee must be wondering why are we sleeping so early.

They keep playing beside me, whine to get me off bed, and keep licking on my face.

And I end up getting up at 8pm to feed them, and I headed to bed again.

I left my door open because I know they are not ready for bed. So my brothers will look after them and play with them until they are tired.

And true enough, both of them came into my room and slept with me around 12plus. I knew because I woke up to fetch a call from baby! <3 He've got a meeting with Simon and so we didn't meet up. Niki was sleeping on my leg and Wintee on my arms. Cute little things..

And when my phone rang, both of them woke up and thought I need to go to work. Wintee start licking my face. =.=

And finally, this morning I woke up for work, Wintee refused to get out. LOL

He seems to be so tired.
I took 5 mins off to clean their ears before I went out.

The SIAN face.

Cute little baby. :D

And Niki, refused to look at the camera:

They keep giving me the face saying "u didn't spend time with us and u keep sleeping!". Or maybe I was feeling guilty that I slept and didn't care about them?

Good Morning!

My Sick Weekend.

Meet baby up at Clementi after work on Friday.

I was sick, still sick and so sian for the whole day and yet I have to drag myself to work. Sigh... this is Singapore. Once you clocked in another day's MC, you'll be on the 'wanted' list. Pui*

So we met up and went for dinner.

Baby brought me to see doc again at Sembawang's Green Life Clinic. Headed home after that to rest.

Saturday:

Band day again, and I was feeling so lerthagic to wake up. The two rascals woke me up a few times during the night and so I let thme out of  the room so that we can continue sleeping. They woke me up again around 6.45am. Sighs ........

Prepared breakfast for them:

But they didn't finish.

Reason: Mum fed them around 2am. =.=

Nevermind. I played with them for a while..... 

.......until baby woke up at 8am.

We had breakfast (cereals and milk !) and start preparing for band.

Reach band room around 9.45am.

Yah, we cabbed down because we are too lazy.

We had lunch at Northpoint, and headed to CCH for their alumni band practice. And I played Tenor Sax! It's been a long while since I touched tenor, and my sound sucked! O M G !!

Horrible.

But the pieces are so much challenging than those I've played in WGS, and it brought back some of my SWS memories. I think I just want to play in a band whereby I can care less. Well.. they are preparing for their concert actually. And I don't know if I should just guest play for them.

See how la. XD

So we headed back to northpoint after CCH's practice, and while walking around to enjoy the aircon, WE SAW YUI!!! Was so so happy . hah! Initially we were still deciding if we should head down to the Salimah's BBQ, and so we said OKAY lets go.... But but .... as we walked towards the MRT, we changed our minds again. So we parted. LOLOLOL*

(that shows how much we feel like going!)

And on our way back, we heard barkings..... and it sounded like Niki's. We decided to head to the badminton court to check 'em out....

YA!! ITS HIM!! ...... He likes to sit at the balcony to watch people playing downstairs remember? And my mum saw us, she waved at us... And told us that Niki whined and keep waggin his tail when he sees us downstairs.....

So mum brought the two to the door and waited for us. :)

I'm so happy! <3

Later that evening, my family headed out for dinner. Baby joined us, but Ronny was stucked in his work. So.. we had dinner at Guilin restaurant. It's actually at the Home Team Academy near BBDC

Reach home around 9plus, I fell asleep fast cuz I was on Medication.

Sunday:

AGAIN, niki woke me up at 6.30am.

I didn't have enough sleep because they keep playing and whining. Sigh....

Dad and Mum went for their breakfast, and bought a pacifier for them. LOL.... they look so funny in that!

Niki actually likes chewing on the rubber part. :)

Winter look so blur in that !!!

LOLOLOL!!

I manage to catch a wink at 11am to 1pm.

Baby and I went out for lunch at Hot Tomatoes, and headed to Tiong Bahru for his lessons. I went for a hair wash and waited him.

And now .... i'm still sick!

HAIS!

Busy Week !

I'm on duty this week.
Gotta be more alert.
God bless me.

-with loads of love <3

Sweet Thursday.

Same thing, baby gotta work till 6.30pm. But he's at Woodgrove today, so we can meet around 7pm. Meanwhile, I went home to fix dinner for the two rascals after shopping at Cold Storage. Bought some blue berries for the three of them!

(YES the three of them! - baby likes berries!)

And while waiting for their meatballs to be cooked; I guess Niki is so hungry ~~ LOL. He keep following me around. :D

I'll usually steam their food for 15mins, so while the meatballs are in the steamer, I brought them out to play for a while. I guess they're starting to like it, as in.. It has become part of the routine.

And because my neighbour is having dinner, the smell of chicken soup is so fragrant that Niki and Wintee poked their noses into their homes. O M G ..... Super funny but paiseh can!

But the liked them. So its ok. :D
Sometimes they will call out their names and say hello!

And after 10 mins of running, baby called to ask me to meet him at Causeway Point. I cleaned them up and quickly pinch their food out. Its almost about 15mins la. :)

Left it to cool down for another 5 mins, and watch them eat for another 5 mins.

Niki didn't like his food hot. So usually he will lie around while waiting for his food to cool down a little more. So.. Wintee ate. And while Wintee is munching, niki will start following him around to pick up his waste. LOL

This is how Wintee eats:

And see!! Niki is waiting for him to drop his food and he will pick them up! LOLOL...

Baby and I meet around 7.15pm and went to MOS for dinner. Came home around 9pm. I started playing with them and they look really tired.

See how niki falls asleep!

So sweet. <3

And Wintee!!

Baby shared their blue berries and finish it all.
Love them all . <3