Alice In Wonderland

-x アリス
-x 11 July 1987

言いなさい~

D.I.V.A.S
JoHan
MelVin
JonatHan
YunShan
D.I.V.A.S

友達~
ゆい
Jolyne

Lina
Shimei

ORGANISATION
WGS Sax
WGSSband
WGSSband Alumni
WGS Alumni

過去~
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Thursday, October 8, 2009

相爱容易，相处难。。。

“我也不懂为什么你有那么大的权力让我家里的人都跟你有摩擦。。”

我也很为难。
无缘无故，又闯祸了。

I was energertically fastening all my footsteps trying hard to catch up with my sales, not wanting to get involve with anything else more. But on the other hand, its giving me so much stress.

Nothing is smooth sailing.
How can i balance my work and life?
Life and Love life?

How?

I'm totally not in the mood to do anything right now.
Maybe we shouldn't even have started in the first place.

Everything is a maybe.
How would I know?
If I've known it earlier, I wouldn't be who I am and what I am today.

Why is everything happening after another?
Can't I just lead a simple and peaceful life?
Why is it that I can't even do things MY way?

sighs.
The words he said pierced thru me.
What have I done wrong this time?

... and it seems like the longer we're together, the more the problems surfaces.
I detest myself.

11:40 PM
•ありがとう•

Thursday, October 1, 2009

01 OCTOBER 2009 !

11:40 PM
•ありがとう•

SK JEWELLERY

Couldn't find the picture of the ring Jo & I saw that day at ION's SK...
But i saw this ............. !

I LOVE THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE!

Its ROSE GOLD my dear...
Prettier than the one i'm wearing now... =(

(THIS ONE!)

And its cheaper than the one I'm wearing now.....
sighs.

Anyway.
It contradicts me everytime I think of it.
I wanna work something out of what I have now, but just that something is pulling me down... Although dar dar is giving me enough encouragements and support, still, I'm at the same point.

I'm not able to step out of this circle yet and I don't know why.
But i'm still trying.

More and more wants.
And I guess the only way to get them all is to totally immune myself in making more sales.. just like how angel did.

And I can't imagine her 1 sale is costing me a month of hardwork! I'm just like a peanut comparing to hers. I just wanna be like her!

So STOP wasting time.
Finally its October.
I shall hit off my target this month, getting back what i've lost in the past 2 months!

150k HERE I COME !!!

3:51 AM
•ありがとう•

DAR DAR !!~

Went to ah xin jie jie's wedding last weekend.... ^^

Maggie came to fetch us to the venue.
I WANNA BE LIKE HER!!

Drive a Red Jazz ~ GOSHNESS~
My Dream Car!

She spent about 60k for it tho.
I needa SAVE!

Jolyne went hair extension.
And made me so wanna do too ...
=(

Dar dar bought a pet for bb~

heheh.

And a new MOTIVATION !!

THAT'S THE FRONT AND BACK !!

It says "Ben Dan Jia You!"

AND, saw this on Readers Digest:

YEAH!! ^^

I love dar dar !!

12:22 AM
•ありがとう•

Sunday, September 13, 2009

I've not been a good girl...

Thursday (10/09/09)
Went to a pub near parklane on Thursday with Jo and Shir... and Shir's boyfriend and 2 of his friends. QUITE relaxing I can say. Stress relieving.

Jolyne:

She's little emotional.
She's little drunk.
LOL.

Shirley and me:

She's annoyed by the fact that ... the company sucks.

And me too.
I seriously dont understand why those people are JUST SO FAKE.

Friday (11/09/09)
Went home with Shir after work... Dinnered at The Cathay - NIHON MURA- !! Yup, and cabbed home.

But I went out again during mid-night...
Hohoho... To watch movie with him.

Aliens In The Attic.
Pretty funny.

Then, supper-ed at Geylang.
Reach home around 4am.

Saturday (12/09/09)
Its like a FINALLY thing to us.
Meet the D.V.A.S out to Aston!! < LIKE FINALLLY!

And had some little fun.

He came to fetch me down to 7 heaven.
Its just few steps away from 69.

Jo is there with Alvin already.

He need a better GPS.
We did ALOT of roundabout just because he missed an exit. and this and that.

Can u imagine, from The Cathay, down to Outram, took us AN HOUR!! ha ha ha. And we reach around 11pm! Shir came shortly, maybe say 12? With Alex and his 2 friend.

Hung around, till 1am.
He havent eat yet, so we went off to source for food first.
We've already decided to head down to another pub after this cause it only opens till 2am. =S

So, ended up at Vivo, Mac!
The Ice Lemon Tea made me feel like throwing up. duh. But anyway, headed down to his Sis's pub after that. Its just few steps away from plush bar!!

Reach around 2plus? and the rest came down.
This and that, and I should say that the audio system is not bad !!
I like~ Then went off around 5am.

Alot of emotions.
I dont feel quite well.
But still, I do not know if I should ever express them out.
Or should I just keep quite, and go with the flow?

Maybe I'm a little selfish.
I like the way things are now.
I don't feel like changing a thing.
I want to keep myself in this position whereby I do not have any commitments to anywhere. Not stressful at all even when I'm out with him or/and my friends till early morning, just like how I use to hang out with the DVAS, no one will bother about me.

I've been thinking alot.
Alot alot alot.
Or maybe I should just talk to him?

Its been awhile since I stayed at home more than 12 hrs.
I did. Today.

10:53 PM
•ありがとう•

Friday, September 11, 2009

GOING NUTS !!

Lots of Dreams lately.

Dreams, as in those in the sleep.
I'm having quite a fair big bit of weird ones.

Am I thinking too much?
Too much wants and expectations making me going crazy.

I've been catching this Drama Series -Fated to Love you- and it totally affected me and my emotions very much. Just too many thoughts making me no longer know what I really want, and who I really am.

And who do I talk to? Who SHALL I talk to? And who, is willing to help me pick up my emotions, at the end of the day, getting me ready on feet again?

Nothing seems lasting in this world.
Too fake. All of them.
And I alone, just like a little lost child... abandoned by them.

Sighs.
And in fact I'm still pinning hopes HIGH on things which no longer possible that will happen? FAT HOPE! *booo to me*

I'm going Nuts.
But one thing is that, life goes on...

I'm in love with this song:

半情歌
花接受凋零
风接受追寻
心得上还有一些不要紧
我接受你的决定

你将会被谁抱紧
唱什么哄她开心
我想着天空什么时候会放晴
地球不曾为谁亭一停

你的明天有多快乐不是我的
我们的爱是唱一半的歌
时间把习惯换了伤口愈合
也撤销我再想你的资格

你的祝福一半甜的一办苦的
向我手中冷掉的可可
最最教人残念的总是未完成的
我只能唱着一半的歌

10:48 PM
•ありがとう•


-x アリス -x 11 July 1987 言いなさい~ D.I.V.A.S JoHan MelVin JonatHan YunShan D.I.V.A.S 友達~ ゆい Jolyne Lina Shimei ORGANISATION WGS Sax WGSSband WGSSband Alumni WGS Alumni 過去~ May 2008 June 2008 July 2008 August 2008 September 2008 October 2008 November 2008 December 2008 January 2009 February 2009 March 2009 April 2009 May 2009 June 2009 July 2009 September 2009 October 2009 Milky Poop- designer Bituwin - basecode Cyworld - image Puremilky - cursor	Thursday, October 8, 2009 相爱容易，相处难。。。 “我也不懂为什么你有那么大的权力让我家里的人都跟你有摩擦。。” 我也很为难。无缘无故，又闯祸了。 I was energertically fastening all my footsteps trying hard to catch up with my sales, not wanting to get involve with anything else more. But on the other hand, its giving me so much stress. Nothing is smooth sailing. How can i balance my work and life? Life and Love life? How? I'm totally not in the mood to do anything right now. Maybe we shouldn't even have started in the first place. Everything is a maybe. How would I know? If I've known it earlier, I wouldn't be who I am and what I am today. Why is everything happening after another? Can't I just lead a simple and peaceful life? Why is it that I can't even do things MY way? sighs. The words he said pierced thru me. What have I done wrong this time? ... and it seems like the longer we're together, the more the problems surfaces. I detest myself. 11:40 PM •ありがとう• Thursday, October 1, 2009 01 OCTOBER 2009 ! 11:40 PM •ありがとう• SK JEWELLERY Couldn't find the picture of the ring Jo & I saw that day at ION's SK... But i saw this ............. ! I LOVE THE ONE IN THE MIDDLE! Its ROSE GOLD my dear... Prettier than the one i'm wearing now... =( (THIS ONE!) And its cheaper than the one I'm wearing now..... sighs. Anyway. It contradicts me everytime I think of it. I wanna work something out of what I have now, but just that something is pulling me down... Although dar dar is giving me enough encouragements and support, still, I'm at the same point. I'm not able to step out of this circle yet and I don't know why. But i'm still trying. More and more wants. And I guess the only way to get them all is to totally immune myself in making more sales.. just like how angel did. And I can't imagine her 1 sale is costing me a month of hardwork! I'm just like a peanut comparing to hers. I just wanna be like her! So STOP wasting time. Finally its October. I shall hit off my target this month, getting back what i've lost in the past 2 months! 150k HERE I COME !!! 3:51 AM •ありがとう• DAR DAR !!~ Went to ah xin jie jie's wedding last weekend.... ^^ Maggie came to fetch us to the venue. I WANNA BE LIKE HER!! Drive a Red Jazz ~ GOSHNESS~ My Dream Car! She spent about 60k for it tho. I needa SAVE! Jolyne went hair extension. And made me so wanna do too ... =( Dar dar bought a pet for bb~ heheh. And a new MOTIVATION !! THAT'S THE FRONT AND BACK !! It says "Ben Dan Jia You!" AND, saw this on Readers Digest: YEAH!! ^^ I love dar dar !! 12:22 AM •ありがとう• Sunday, September 13, 2009 I've not been a good girl... Thursday (10/09/09) Went to a pub near parklane on Thursday with Jo and Shir... and Shir's boyfriend and 2 of his friends. QUITE relaxing I can say. Stress relieving. Jolyne: She's little emotional. She's little drunk. LOL. Shirley and me: She's annoyed by the fact that ... the company sucks. And me too. I seriously dont understand why those people are JUST SO FAKE. Friday (11/09/09) Went home with Shir after work... Dinnered at The Cathay - NIHON MURA- !! Yup, and cabbed home. But I went out again during mid-night... Hohoho... To watch movie with him. Aliens In The Attic. Pretty funny. Then, supper-ed at Geylang. Reach home around 4am. Saturday (12/09/09) Its like a FINALLY thing to us. Meet the D.V.A.S out to Aston!! < LIKE FINALLLY! And had some little fun. He came to fetch me down to 7 heaven. Its just few steps away from 69. Jo is there with Alvin already. He need a better GPS. We did ALOT of roundabout just because he missed an exit. and this and that. Can u imagine, from The Cathay, down to Outram, took us AN HOUR!! ha ha ha. And we reach around 11pm! Shir came shortly, maybe say 12? With Alex and his 2 friend. Hung around, till 1am. He havent eat yet, so we went off to source for food first. We've already decided to head down to another pub after this cause it only opens till 2am. =S So, ended up at Vivo, Mac! The Ice Lemon Tea made me feel like throwing up. duh. But anyway, headed down to his Sis's pub after that. Its just few steps away from plush bar!! Reach around 2plus? and the rest came down. This and that, and I should say that the audio system is not bad !! I like~ Then went off around 5am. Alot of emotions. I dont feel quite well. But still, I do not know if I should ever express them out. Or should I just keep quite, and go with the flow? Maybe I'm a little selfish. I like the way things are now. I don't feel like changing a thing. I want to keep myself in this position whereby I do not have any commitments to anywhere. Not stressful at all even when I'm out with him or/and my friends till early morning, just like how I use to hang out with the DVAS, no one will bother about me. I've been thinking alot. Alot alot alot. Or maybe I should just talk to him? Its been awhile since I stayed at home more than 12 hrs. I did. Today. 10:53 PM •ありがとう• Friday, September 11, 2009 GOING NUTS !! Lots of Dreams lately. Dreams, as in those in the sleep. I'm having quite a fair big bit of weird ones. Am I thinking too much? Too much wants and expectations making me going crazy. I've been catching this Drama Series -Fated to Love you- and it totally affected me and my emotions very much. Just too many thoughts making me no longer know what I really want, and who I really am. And who do I talk to? Who SHALL I talk to? And who, is willing to help me pick up my emotions, at the end of the day, getting me ready on feet again? Nothing seems lasting in this world. Too fake. All of them. And I alone, just like a little lost child... abandoned by them. Sighs. And in fact I'm still pinning hopes HIGH on things which no longer possible that will happen? FAT HOPE! booo to me I'm going Nuts. But one thing is that, life goes on... I'm in love with this song: 半情歌花接受凋零风接受追寻心得上还有一些不要紧我接受你的决定你将会被谁抱紧唱什么哄她开心我想着天空什么时候会放晴地球不曾为谁亭一停你的明天有多快乐不是我的我们的爱是唱一半的歌时间把习惯换了伤口愈合也撤销我再想你的资格你的祝福一半甜的一办苦的向我手中冷掉的可可最最教人残念的总是未完成的我只能唱着一半的歌 10:48 PM •ありがとう• Thursday, September 10, 2009 命中注定我愛你 ... I'm in love with this Drama Series... !!! Watched it till morning 7am!! Goshness... I need SLEEP! 12:28 AM •ありがとう•