Indonesia Business Trip Day One

Was on the 9:30am flight.
I was missing home badly the very moment I land my foot into the airport.
But anyways, not up to me to decide.

The 2hours journey was a smooth one. I slept all the way, waking up 20mins for brunch. I'm trying hard to capture more moments, and meanwhile I shall dot some here.

ME! I love the curls today. ;)

I finally came and this 'finally', is doing me well. I am starting to enjoy my moments here, be it being crushed with busy works, or challenged with queries. I'm prepared. And the people here are really nice that they made me wanna stay here some more.

Well well ... we will part one day, but not now. I shall make full use of whatever time I have here to settle some bad debts with these people, and also give them the right information on how I want them to work. Ebiz, Epimz SAP and whatever it is, YES i'm in control.

I touched down this little city around 11am, and those ques and checks took up another hour. I made my way through the crowd, looking for my name on the screen

Gastric Problem

My gastric is giving me problem again, and my medication is at home. =( I gotta bear with it now... It will go away, I hope.

Went dinner with Sze Peh and her bf last night; we had crabs at Upper Thomson. Promised them that I'll be paying (yes I owe it to them), and I didn't eat much. I know my gastric wasn't doing well, but I tried my best. They keep insisting that i'm on diet for my 'date' this coming Sat. Pui. I can't explain any further cuz they keep smearing it dark. O . M . G . nehh mind~ They're nice people la anyway. :)

So I had quite a fair amount of food, and the moment I reach home, I can feel it coming. I have a really bad digestive system and I think I should cut down the quantity and increase the frequency.

My Perfect Marriage.

My perfect marriage only exist in the big screens of movies. I will marry myself in real life.

I am sick and tired of promises, quarrels and all sorts of emotional roller coasters. And the only way to let me not get hurt, will be marrying to myself. I need freedom, I want to be responsible of my own decisions. Marriage, is just a piece of paper to me. If i'm not married happily, i'd rather not want it.

All women age. And I don't have much time.
Therefore I should enjoy what I have now and live the present. I understand that this may seem so selfish, but who cares anyway? If you aren't living for yourself, then why are you living?

And so because of this decision, i'm so gonna be thick skinned and do what it takes to accomplish whatever that'll make me happy. ha ha . Yes, i'm gonna work hard in my job to earn a better pay.

心動, 心.. 痛 ..

I have fallen ...

.... and I shouldn't have.

I wanted freedom, and this will not lead me to that... Its not the time now to play such prank on myself. I shall stop contacting him for a moment and let the matter rest. I need a break.

And moreover, I dont think he's interested either.
Why so serious?
Chill ...

Kaori Kobayashi - Free

Kaori Kobayashi - Forever

I have a Dream...

..... it used to be so near me. My Dreams.
It slipped and I watch it die.
I have no courage to hold it tight... and I didn't.
And to look back at it now, I must say I haven't regret.
Just that the scars left behind keep tearing.

Sometimes I wonder, if I kept my Dreams in my bottle, will it still spill? But i'm learning to take charge now.

Finally I learnt that letting go will make things more beautiful.
Things that I didn't pursue in the past, maybe its time to do so now...
I can't wait another 10 years saying the same thing anymore.

Please let me live my life like how it uses to be...

New Friend; Edmund Toh

I chose to go with my friends.
And so...

This is Edmund.
My first friend that marks my freedom.

This kind soul is willing to make friend with me.

Heels and Liquor

Saying hello to 'em once more.
I am getting my freedom back.

Welcome Back ...

Yes i've been missing for a short while and I finally decided to come back. :) I need my self to come back to me again.

Life goes on, and it'll be a good one I suppose.
May god bless me.