SOJOURN 2012 @ S.C.H

I will not be there if it's not for GuoQiang.
And luckily, baby is willing to go with me COX HE GOT A FREE TIX !!! *humph*

Front camera no good
*shakes head*

(dislike. cox the lighting no gooooooood~)

This looks better. :)

I envy how people manage to continue their band life even after graduation. Their passion burns and you can seriously feel them in the concert. I hear them sweating during all the preperations, trying hard to overcome all these tough songs.

The band is mature.
I miss playing in a band, playing in a concert.

<3

When Sleep Is Sufficient ...

I LOOK PRETTIER!
*self praise* clap clap clap !

Am trying all means to look better at work.
So I make sure I'm presentable everyday.

And because my manager didn't like me dressing up too much, I always need a jacket / blazer / coat over my shoulders. It's okay :)

Today is a happy day, because baby and I are going to GuoQiang's Concert at SCH. Seriously speaking, I have lost touch with band music very much, needless to say about the repertoire they're gonna play. I'm there, to support GQ. That's all. :)

And to my surprise, I have been to more concerts than some of the mainband members even though I'm no longer in the band scene. Hilarious.

It's been awhile since baby and I take nice photos.
Today shall ask him to wear nice nice! :D

My Christmas Series 2011

Manage to meet up Tian on Friday.
We caught up, had a good dinner at Jack's, and headed down to Ginza.
I really hope she will be happier.
Not so much of a symphatising, but from the bottom of my heart.
Later on she went off meeting her friend, I went for Movie.

[WE BOUGHT A ZOO]
"all you need is that 20 seconds of courage"
It talks about life and how the dad handles his two kids with different age gap. He was trying very hard to resolve his son's issues and on the other hand, has to deal with a growing up child, emotionally. What I really liked about the show is about how a family compromises with each other, trying hard to learn about each other and accepting them. I like ! :)

Christmas Eve was good.
Had dinner with him:

My new found friend ;D
But but but... I don't wanna become reliant.

I strongly believe that it was those common topics that brought us along. Talking to him makes me see things which I (sad to say) neglected. Probably because he is mature. And I had so much to laugh at with him. He is a good singer. Very good. He is like a 2nd GQ to me.

Christmas Day:
Pawty at Jess's place was good. LG came to pick us up.
Niki love Bobby Tong so much that he didn't wanna leave. And he keep whining.

Cute.

I should spend more time with Niki and Winter.
Can't get enough of them.

They were the ones always standing by me.
Love them always.
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THEN
I had the NICEST Popcorn from CityLink @ CityHall!!

I really liked the caramel !!
Sinful. GOSH.

And out of the many first times, this is a special one!
Writing on a ball that will be thrown into the river...

OKAY - frankly speaking, I dont believe in making wishes.
But its kinda fun. LOL ...

The only thing I wish is for everyone around me to be happy and healthy.
The rest, they gotta make it happen themselves. :)
Likewise for me.

Headed down to Orchard after that.

Walked a little, and settled in at Absolute Thai for dinner.
I really must say that the Tom Yum was GOOOOOOOOD. And the pineapple rice and the Pandan Chicken. Shall bring Jolyne there next time ;D

So, ended up at Ginza till late.
The last sinful thing I did; Supper.

26th December: Day out with Shan.
IKEA MEATBALLS!!

BEANIE! <3

And we went down to Far East Plaza for her white dress after that.
We had our haircut too. She looks PRETTY AND COOL !! <3

I think i'll just fall in love with her soon.
LOLx.

And.. Dinner was with Sze Peh at Ajisen (CWP)
We finally meeeeeet ! hah. >.<

My Christmas is Special this year.

Incy Wincy Spider Climbing Up The Spout !

No, no spiders in my room.
But I've cleaned out dusty books and packed Niki's clothes.
I am all ready for Christmas and New Year!

- credits to shan for this picture above -

Friday (16/12/2011)
I rush down for rehearsal after work at NAFA
Shan came over my place, played with Niki and she loves Winter (I hope!)
And dinner was at Hot Tomato.

Vincent says CWP's hot tomatoes are not that nice.
I should check out the PS one soon ! ;D

The First Noel

17 September 2011

"Silent night.. Holy Night
All is calm, All is bright..
Round your virgin mother and child
Holy infant so tender and mild
Sleep in heavenly peace
Sleep in heavenly peace"

- bestie never lies.

Picking up a broken heart.

....... and I finally manage to open up my heart to someone, let out my emotions that has hidden in myself for the longest time. Its a burden. And no normal person will understand my plight, neither myself do, but I know I brought it upon myself.

I finally broke down.

I do all the wrong things, made the wrong move, and now trying hard to console myself that everything will be okay. Why is it so hard to find someone to love me with his heart?

Band Conductor; Vincent Lee

I was suppose to 'report' to band room with them, but I felt lazy. Played with Niki and Winter whole morning, went back to sleep, and finally decide to wake up at 11am.

We have to discuss certain issues for the X'mas performance.

Frankly speaking, I felt so relieved for my freedom. I need not report to anyone nor ask for permission just to meet another someone. I'm just glad that I need not beg and pray that I get curfews at age 24. No one should be restricting my life I told myself!

And after so long to search for an event for the band, I seriously wanted this to work out. I'll never let anyone to try ruining this band.

So I went meeting them at MRT station, and we lunched at SSC, Kungfu Paradise Cafe. I met a new friend, Vincent aka Mr Lee. He has been in WGS Alumni for quite some time and yet I haven't met him in person!

(Easy going person from the first impression, some one with a logic just like Mr Toh. I'm surprised that he loves Winter! :) He plays a trumpet, conducts a Band, and frequents Oldies - the another pub beside Ginza!)

He is currently taking the alumni band and guiding them out of goodwill. I guess we band members just have this kind of 'click' in us that allow us to communicate. Nice meeting him. We had a good lunch, some serious discussion to get the band ready to move on. :)


This shall be the band's core group for now.
I love their enthusiasm.

Well... My day didn't ended up pretty well. I walked a long stretch of road back, looked at the stars alone, thinking about my life and stuff. Ended up catching a movie alone. I felt silly. Really.

My Special Boy; Yappy

His name is Yappy.
He is a special boy to me.

Yappy is a cute kind, not cool, not handsome. He has a slight double eyelids, and although his eyes weren't big and bright, but they fitted nicely on him. He is a cheerful person, outgoing and sunshine kind of boy. Sweet with words (and careful), and really fun to hang out with. He is full of ideas and a little kiddish (or i'd say boyish). And I haven't seen the very mature side of him excepts when he talks about his ex. He kept his emotional side unfold, and can be really loving to people around him. He hides his feelings pretty well, he is a Gemini - that's what I described him infront of Sze Peh.


Have been out with him a couple of times and frankly speaking, he is the kind of guy that I would wanna be serious with. Putting his physicals aside, being with him is too comfy. I do not need to fake a smile nor sit nicely, pretent to laugh at his jokes or entertain him with silly stories. He is really easy going, down to earth and sociable.

As my title suggests, My Special Boy; its because I felt the click with him since our first text. Felt some kind of connection with him, some kind of familiarity in him.

Well. I shall not brood over what's not mine anymore.
He is freed.

New Friend; Edmund Toh

I chose to go with my friends.
And so...

This is Edmund.
My first friend that marks my freedom.

This kind soul is willing to make friend with me.